Wednesday, 28 December 2011

I Am My Biggest Critic

 Did you know I used to have a blog before this? I had it for couple of years and I used to post anything up. Whenever I was angry, sad or ever super happy I would probably go to my word document and write to my heart’s content. I would post it and then after a while take it off , so no one could read it. Then I would read what I wrote and think to myself… I can’t say this. What will my friends or what will the people think? Then this other person inside me will start telling me “You cannot say that or tell people that!?! Are you crazy?” she would make me start to feel what I was writing was taboo. Now as I go back to what I wrote, I am thinking “ AHAHA I CANT BELIEVE I USED TO WRITE LIKE THAT!” but I am sort a sad I didn't post it because it shows how much I have grown from what I used to be. As a writer anyways.

I promise myself I will continue to write and not stop myself to please others. This is going to be a start to a beautiful relationship Insha’Allah!

1 comment:

  1. woot woot! I'm your first follower.

    btw... Yeah man.. can't wait to see what's been going on in that little head of yours. :)

    Carry on, Ayan. Carry on.

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